chinese new year 2008

i am going into 21 years old.

today is just the fourth day of chinese new year but i am back in my room in UKM. stil remember last year this time, i was slacking at home with all the chinese new year biscuits. chinese new year is the period when we have holidays and time to relax our "minds and souls" by spending some quality time with all the relatives and family members. chinese new year is a good festival season because everyone will be wishing everyone with " gong xi fatt cai. "
however, i myself don't look forward to go back to my grandmother's house meeting up all the paternal relatives simply because i am not close to them or may be i don't like them. what i really cannot bear with is their lack of motivations. ...zipppp....

on chinese new year eve we went back for dinner around 8.30pm which is the latest i can remember. my sister and i are happy actually because we do not have to starr at the tv for so long. i had bah kua on that day. ethan and khai seng come to the world to join us this year. my aunt has two grandchildren. she has two more members in their family. ethan is so sweet when he sleeps. when everything goes grey, u see light and hope in the little ones. i want to have baby next time.i want to give birth even i am not married. but when will i know i am not going to get married. it is not easy to give birth when you are old.. as in really old..

hoho.. this afternoon my cousin came to my house. she is trying to play with me but i am rushing so i left for my friend's house. huhu.. she is cute. sir's daughter is cute too although she is ego.

she is so adorable and sweet and i fat fook already...

review..

i watched sweeney todd yesterday evening because marcus said it is good. But after watching it i don't really like it because it is a little bit illogical : how can a person not differentiate a human's meat and meat.. this is so disgusting ... when you do something so often you lose the feelings or excitement of doing it. this is what i am feeling right now on my studies. it is getting b-o-r-e-d. the same goes when Benjamin Bucker slit people's throat just like that. it is even more horrible when love turns to revenge.

i like the singing part.

i can feel you jo-ha-nna
i will steal you jo-ha-nna.

johnny depp is cute... but zac efron is cuter.

i watched the "object of love" this morning in astro 413. it was a very sad story because a girl fall for a guy who is gay and the gay at last chose to be gay. if i were the girl i want to have a baby for the guy.. it is not stupid but it is just very romantic but in reality . i doubt i will actually do that and yet if i dont care my family or other ppl will think i am crazee...

besides that, i learnt alot on blog this afternoon..

i almost done but in the end i ter- press a button and in the end lost evrything i have done. how silly i am .. aiks

and my brother was shoutiing at me because i have been using the internet whole day

hohohoho..

something that intrigue me

people dont normally talk about this because it is not a norm. keep it secretive will be romantic?!

according to wee kim,

first invole him with whatever you are feeling, sad, happy, excited, have to convince and involve him.

reveal your emotions and don't mask it. may be in front of other people, try to control and intend not to show it. but in front of him just go crazy ,whatever your feeling." i am so angry that girls always interupt when i am talking to you." make him feel what you feel. hoho..

well, i don't think it works for everyone. yoyo.. just an information that i want to write it down. many thoughts of mine demolish because my brain cannot remember so much. older..

Home is the best place ever...

mom tell me about sister (winnie on her weight matter)

got home i saw a hamper ..

and i saw my dog -fatter.

my cactus was slanting

my father was delighted.

a day before everyone went home for CNY

very often my tongue twisted and no words came out after that because i was too embarrassed and tired to actually repeat what i intend to say. i comprehend that this is not good because you will annoy people. i myself dont like it very much too. and so i resort to keep quiet.

an incident happened this evening. we ( ycm, terry, css and me) went to mid valley this evening. later on roy came and join us . i did not really say much to him but just an hi!. and then i followed ycm to the record tower on the highest floor. and as we were about to move to another stop, we met terry and css but see no sight of roy. and css actually asked me if am not happy to see roy in mid valley that cause him to leave. waahaahaa.. i was stunned. y ?i do not like him very much but it is fine for me if you want to join us. is me that obvious?! ya according to daphane because css asked about it. "sorry blame it on me."