break on through

In general,
lines are there for a reason...
For safety...for security...for clarity.
If you choose to cross the line,
you pretty much do so at your own risk.
So why is it...
that the bigger the line,
the greater the temptation to cross it?

We see a line...
we want to cross it.
Maybe it's the thrill of trading the familiar
for the unfamiliar,
a sort of personal dare.
Only problem is
,once you've crossed,
it's almost impossible to go back.
if you do manage
to make it back
across that line...
you find safety in numbers.

deep ocean -blue

heart tells better than my brain. i trust my instinct and yet it cause me to think more. i tend to think alot especially when it comes to those matter that i am concern. to a certain i lose my focus and in the end people misunderstand your kind intention to some other purposes. this is really saddening, isn't it? however, life goes on from there and you learn to protect yourself by shielding up and isolating yourself... haha.. that's the old me that will do. i have learn to thicken my face and that i wouldnt bother so much as long as it is rigtichen for me. all i need to face is just my conscience. i may be gullible but i do trust my heart will "touch" the soul of the others when they are trying to cheat on me. this is naive aha.. i chose to be..

stay away from me

i am in one of my moods.

a day before everyone went home for CNY

very often my tongue twisted and no words came out after that because i was too embarrassed and tired to actually repeat what i intend to say. i comprehend that this is not good because you will annoy people. i myself dont like it very much too. and so i resort to keep quiet.

an incident happened this evening. we ( ycm, terry, css and me) went to mid valley this evening. later on roy came and join us . i did not really say much to him but just an hi!. and then i followed ycm to the record tower on the highest floor. and as we were about to move to another stop, we met terry and css but see no sight of roy. and css actually asked me if am not happy to see roy in mid valley that cause him to leave. waahaahaa.. i was stunned. y ?i do not like him very much but it is fine for me if you want to join us. is me that obvious?! ya according to daphane because css asked about it. "sorry blame it on me."